Tokyoworld

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2011-09-13T10:22:00.000+08:00

School's been a drag lately. More assignments and project work are piling up these days and there's no free time for me these days. Besides, even been using Facebook or Twitter as a communicative device instead of my mobile phone cause things are getting much more expensive these days and i wouldn't to get killed by my mom due to my bills (Who doesn't).

However, i'm not in a good terms with my mom lately. Well, mostly its because of the current problems that my family had and even a simple misunderstandings between us. Besides, things are getting way out of my hands easily too. So imagine how tough must it been in coping things well with my studies and my family. Not to forget i'm the eldest child in the family. Yeah, a total lock down on hanging out with friends. It's not that they wouldn't want me to totally stop hanging out it's just that they want me to limit myself on spending outside too much instead of inside.

Oh well, there's nothing i could do. After all they're my parents. I wouldn't want history to repeated again between us. Yeah, there's lots of more things that you wouldn't know about me. Even if you knew about it, you'd simply shook your head and start on saying bad things bout me. Anyway, it's up to you to do that cause i simply don't care at all. My life isn't meant to pleased such posers alright.

Right then, let's move on.

So then, lots of things been happening to me lately. Lots of outings (Well not at all in fact) and lots of headache. Well, it's almost been a week having that same headache ever since my nose bled profusely.Yeah, perhaps it's due to dust and even the weather as well. And guess what, i didn't take the Panadol to ease the pain. How clever it is huh? Hahaha!! (Lum lum, if you're reading this don't be mad okay?)

Mmm, The outing was pretty okay especially Hari Raya. Oh yeah! Been accompanying Jane for Cosplay. Did took lots of photos but they're seems to be pretty blurry. Well, need to save some cash and get a pretty cool camera.

Well cool isn't it? Jane suggested that i should cosplay as one of the characters as well in the upcoming event, AFA 2011. Well should i? o_____________o

Well let's see how the weather goes uh??

And as for yesterday, some idiot gave in such lame fake excuses to me. Even considered me as a date and see where he goes, NOWHERE! Tsk! Waste my time of coming down yesterday. If not, i should have gone back home and then finish up my assignment and download 3D max. Goondu Samii!! If i had known you pretty well, i wouldn't have agreed on going out with you.

Oh well, you're not what i wanted anyway. But still, you shouldn't treat a girl like that. Oh well.. -sigh-

But thanks to Joseph and my 'date', things gone pretty well. Ended up, we continue as the things that had been planned. We even watched The Smurfs.

Alright then, that's all for now. Need to start on getting myself ready for school later on. :)

1) If it's wasn't for you i would never been who I am

2011-04-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

Projects, projects, projects and projects. That's all i can think of now. Time simply passes by fast whenever you're having extremely fun. -sigh-

High Fly

2011-03-27T16:35:00.000+08:00

@FYnumnum!!

Finally!! I've found the perfect blogskin for my blog. Not too complicated but it's simple. Besides, for the profile pic, it's all taken @ CN Blue official website. So credits to them.
So then, the first week is holidays is over and now it's left with 2 more managed my time well during the holidays. Archery training is still awesome as ever except that i've gotten a huge bruise on my right arm. It's pretty horrible but right now, it's fine. Yeah, few of my friends who saw that really got a huge shock and some of them feel really disgusted by seeing it.
Well, i've gotten that bruise is because i didn't handle the bow properly, so end up, after shooting, the string rubbed against my skin. Yeah, though i've already put on the arm guard it's still somehow going back and hit it. Anyway, im still fine right now. No damage done and well, can't wait to go back to training again (if there is ^^)
Other than that, been going to the Museum on both last Wednesday and Thursday for school work and met my buddies there! Haha, been a so-called 'Tour Guide' on Thursday as they got Art Class outing thingy and you may wonder how's my school work so far? Perfect. No Distractions at all. Except i hate to draw it in perspective. :< Yeah, will be handed it to the teacher once school starts as a extra grade work. (Have to be kiasu at times just to get a good portfolio for poly and the future)
Also, went back to school on last friday to help out my juniors to prepare them for First Aid Competition. Did trained both Nursing teams and overall its okay. Except that some of their performance on that day were pretty worry-ing. However, did received good news that they have done well during the competition. So kudos to all teams!

Alright then, i guess i shall stop here and let my laptop rest. Well, in 30 more minutes time i'll be happily jogging near the park connector which is nearby to my house. Yeah. (katakan nak lose weight. LOLS)
Signing off~

Ánnyeong

2011-03-20T14:08:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry. Truly sorry.

Talking to the moon

2011-03-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

Finally, school holidays are here! Yes and i'm all so excited to participate the activities which are lined up for these three weeks. Anyway, before i move on, you guys and girls might be wondering who the heck is that guy above right? Haha!!
Okay, his name is none other Django Reinhardt and he is a famous gypsian jazz guitarist in the era of early 1930s. His songs were those themes that were able to find in the old black and white movies and to tell you the truth, i'm pretty much addicted with the song in the video above. Because it's cheerful tempo, melody and even it's splendid power tab chords. Plus, it even brings the joy of the music to your ears and it even sounds culture for me as he was born in a family of Romani Gypsies. Interesting isn't it? Besides, i'm interested of taking up Culture Art after i gotten my NITEC Cert for Space Design Interior and Diploma Cert for Retail and Hospitality Design. ^^

Anyway, speaking of design, i managed to pulled it through on doing my first photoshop work. Hahaha!!

Well, it's incomplete, but what can i say, not bad for a beginner huh?? LOLS!!

Right then, let's moved on.

So life in school were pretty much the same these days. Nothing much happened except that i've kept on seeing my eye candy these days. (LOLS, kidding only however it's true though.) Other than that my body clock seems to be unstable and even i'm getting as well. Yeah, my panda eyes are back!! :(
Perhaps it's the course and even the journey from home to school everyday too. But i did have fun and since the holidays are here, i'm gonna laid back, relax and wake up at a later timing. Other than that, revised few chapters on both of my theory lectures for the up-coming test, completing the project work ,attend the holidays trainings and even practice on my guitar skills too. Yeah, currently practicing Back To December by Taylor Swift. Haha, Someday i'll try and perform infront of you guys if i ever have a chance of bringing my guitar along. :D

Alright then, i guess thats all for now? Hahahaha!!
Anything, just drop by a text or messeges on either FB and Twitter. (Mostly twitter cause i'm highly active in it :D)
GOODNIGHT!! ^^

Open your eyes

2011-03-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys and Girls, well, i have nothing much to blog about. Okay okay, last week did come down to BBSS for awhile just to look look see see at my juniors and the CCA and even said 'HI' to Phoebe Lum and some people. Didn't talk much with them but i do had a blast coming down that day. And also, finally gotten a Laptop (I'm a happy happy girl) and my school holidays are just next week so, there's lots of things that i've plan out for these 3 weeks. Hahaha!!
Anyway Most of my rants are found @ my twitter. So do check them out and if you do have one, do follow me alright? :P

You're my favourite

2011-03-10T18:26:00.001+08:00

Though it's pretty late, I would like to say a huge THANKS to everyone who wished me a HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY and also to my DEAREST CRAZY BESTFRIENDS, You guys are the best.
THANKS for the Presents and the suprise birthday party @ LJS. Hahaha!!

Love ya Guys & Girls
XOXOXOXOXO

_

These days, been super duper busy. There's so many things i have to attend for especially for work. Seriously, my plans began to became not what had i planned for. Feel like quitting my job already though i've been through it's training for 2 days and i'm already became so tired.How? How?

You're the one whom i've been looking for. <33

The story only i didn't know

2011-03-03T16:54:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! It's almost been a month since i've updated this blog. Pardon me for being absent these days. Besides,the computer broke down last month and i think it's time for dad to get a new one. Yeah, couldn't revive it. Hahahah!!
Anyway, these days, school wasn't bad. However, with the lectures and the long ride journey from school till home, it's easily to get tired. Luckily my CCA has its training on every Saturday if not, i'll be a dead person walking aimlessly from Tampines to Bishan to Bukit Panjang on every Friday. Also, both timing for Building Theory and Archery clashed with each other on that day too. And these days, kept on bringing breakfast to school and ate it in class. Recently, just brought in sausage McGriddles meal earlier on today. Yup, my it's my new bad habit but i can't possibly let my stomach growling for the whole day.
Hmm, other than that, it was pretty alright though things are pretty different without my girls.

So then, i could see that the School Holidays are already begin to kicking in and i can't possibly wait. Yeah, mine will start on the 20th which would be a week after Secondary School holidays i guess. But there's gonna be lots and lots of activities to do so and my clique are even planning to go to Ubin to cycle during the March holidays. Plus, i would even be starting my part-time job soon by that time too. So, there am i being a busy person again.

Anyway, here's a video i would like to share with you guys and girls.

Well, this video is possibly about a wide age-gap love between a girl and a man. In this video, the girl ends up in a mental hospital because she was depressed after knowing that the man she love had died due to the illness that he had and he didn't tell the girl that he was suffering it. And when she told the people her story, most people would think that, that man who died is her father but actually he's not. That's the reason why they called the title of this music video The Story Only I Didn't know.

Well, the story is pretty sad right? But i do understand if you guys didn't get the video. I was confused in the first place too while watching it but as time goes by, i managed to understand it. Besides, this is my first time listening to IU singing sad songs such as this.

Right then, that's all i gotta say for today.
Signing off!

A lonely speaker in a conversation

2011-02-09T21:38:00.001+08:00

Clock goes ticking

2011-02-04T22:24:00.001+08:00

@fuckyeahgoodhair

Its the 2nd day of Chinese New Year and i still have not done something productive yet. Seriously, actually i could start studying on both Design Foundation theory and also Building Foundation theory or even redraw the Architecture Symbols. However, instead on doing it so, here i am, totally stick on a chair, staring at this good for nothing computer. Seriously, i totally need to get my butt kicked so that i could start on my work.
But still, i've managed to helped my mom doing some house chores and even babysit my younger sister for a while. Heh, so that might considered that i'm doing something to keep me up for the time being.

Plus, i've discovered an amazing musician on Youtube today. I began to fell in love with this songs few hours ago and yes, this song is currently stuck on my head. Anyway this song is just simply moving and sweet as well.

Anyway, will be going out tomorrow with my family in the afternoon. So in the morning, there might be possibly a chance that i would be going out for a morning jog and it's been ages since i've last jog around the neighborhood. (But have to see how early i've managed to wake up. Setting up an alarm been useless for me these days. :D)

Love,love,love

2011-02-03T18:37:00.003+08:00

@gogofashion

Finally, holidays are here and it's all thanks to CHINESE NEW YEAR! woohoo!!
Finally, all the stress are gone for the time being. Just finally!
Anyway, i'm still upset at myself for not coming down to BBSS during New Year's eve. I know someone's been expecting me to come down that day. But somehow, as school's work has gotten out of your hands, you have no choice but to go for it. Yeah, it sucks big time till i didn't take a look at the time that day.
The more i look at it, the more i feel guilty.

Plus, these passed few days had not been a good and exciting day for me. Though there's things that able to keep me up busy i'd still feel as if something were wrong and amiss. Well, except on Monday because i've been playing Badminton and Netball for the whole day due to the Lifeskill's roadshow which started @ 11am that day. So, yeah, the whole class continued playing till 11am. Well i've gotta say that though it's tiring, it's fun. Plus, im glad that the whole class were actually active in P.E. :D:D
And as for the roadshow, it's kind of fun as well. Did played games at the booth. Mostly board games and my friends and i kept on sabo-ing one of my other friend to lose most of its token on that game.
So, apparently, it's considered that we've played the whole time on that day. LOLS.
However, didn't went and catch the video and didn't went to the Haunted House that the Year 2 had planned. Still need to pay $1 for the Haunted House entrance plus it's packed that day.

Hah, how fun is that?
Anyway, if you guys and girls didn't know what Lifeskills is all about, let me explain.
Well, its more on character development with a mixture of somewhat or alike H.O.M .
Hmm, a.k.a HPP period/lesson??
But it is more complex as it includes guidelines on how to write a resume and so on.
So, okay? Understand it perfectly?

Alright then, let's moved on.

So, ever since that day, i've became much more moody. Perhaps, i've got the feeling that it's the blues.
But then, there's so many rare meets that i've overcame that day. Well, that only happens on last week and this week and it only happens on once! Yeah, well i think last week, i've met Asshida on the train platform and this week, i've met my OBS instructor on the train while i'm on my way to school. Well did talked with Asshida on that day however, i'm pretty much shy to disturb my instructor. I'd even didn't said any greeting on him! Well it took me few stops to realised that he's my instructor but when i'm just gonna say 'HI' it's too late.

Hopefully i might meet him again in the train and said 'HI' and continue listen to my MP3. LOLS!!
Anyway, i've gotta show you something.

Few days back i've watched a dance rehearsal by this K-pop boyband, Infinite and it totally blow my mind away. Not only that i've became addicted with this song but then, the dance atmosphere were fantastic and truly i could see that they have became much more better ever since their debut days which makes me wanna learn this dance move of theirs. Haha, cool isn't it?

Well that didn't mean that i have totally ignored about my guitar. I'd still practice her though but then, till now, i'm still confused by the notes on the music score sheet. Reading them is totally tough. :((
Plus, i totally in need of a Laptop!! I need to do my project works on it especially using the AutoCad software for the building drawing. But i have to wait till my dad get back home which it would be in 1 months time. :((

Right then, that is all i've gotta post for today.
And to all of my CHINESE friends, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!
Plus i'm beginning to love Tuesdays more cause i'm able to see my EYE CANDY that day! Mass Lecture rocks! <3 ;D
LOLS!!
Signing off!!
Peace!

p.s 난 아직도 깊은 내 친구야 미안 해요.

Heh!

2011-01-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

I'm BACKK!!!!!

Whoa, i've gotta said that i've been away from Japan too long! My gosh, my blog looks pretty dead here but what to do, with assignments that have been catching up much these days, i'm pretty much busy and tired. Anyway, you guys might be wondering how's my life in ITE these days right? Haha, im pretty much alright. Plus, i'm almost getting used with the distance from my home to school which approximately takes the journey to be around somewhere around 1 hour. Yeah, sounds ridiculous right? But what to do? Anyway, another two more years for the school to transfer to it's own huge campus at Ang Mo Kio. However, at that point of time, i've already graduated from there plus, who knew that i've would be in poly that time round? Haha!!
Also, as usual, the lessons were pretty drag however found a new habit to keep me awake. Yeah, kept on buying biscuits and eat them during the lesson. :D:D
And till now, i have no idea when's the CCA showcase gonna start. Seriously, without any CCA, my life getting much more bored and i've the feeling that i've gained so much weight! Haha!! Planning to take up sports for CCA . Well, at least there's something for a change right?
Not to forget, i've missed my secondary school classmates. Seriously, they really filled the happiness and craziness in my life. Also, i missed the school canteen food and my CCA too!

Right then, i guess thats all for now.

Well, next week will open a new chapter for me and will be going back to BBSS on CNY eve to catch a very interesting performance.Hopefully my lesson would end early if not, i'll be missing it :((

To catch up with more, do follow my twitter. Heh.

Signing off,

Latifah

Lets Fly

2011-01-06T13:17:00.003+08:00

via @madlyblooming

The registration were splendid. There, i've said it!
Yeah, bought my new uniform, hand in a few forms and took a mugshot picture for my new Ez-link card during that day. Oh ya, did drop by Bugis for awhile to get a pair of my new school shoes and a T-shirt as well.Yeah, im kind of desperate for a plain pop art shirt cause i miss wearing simple clothing. Just a pair of jeans and a pop art shirt will do.Plus, my eyes have been set on FOURSKIN for months and i just don't know when i would be going there.
Anyway, school's next week and i'm all gear up for it. Long distance, never mind, i'm able to take a nap while i'm on my way to there and i know, it's going to be a smooth journey. Hopefully, there's won't be any traffic jam thats all. And also, won't be bringing much items to school, only my personal belongings and forms as well. Yeah, there's going to be orientation that day and im so gonna wear my adidas purple sneakers! A huge major NO, on track shoes cause Brown office blouse, with black cargo skirt as a uniform does not match with it!!
If only they would change the attire code then, im opt for track shoes. :D
Plus, im so hoping for the girl who kept pestering me to talk with her during the test to be there with me. And if she were,its going to be a beautiful beginning for our friendship. LOLS!

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Okay, Bye!!

First

2011-01-03T16:45:00.001+08:00

via @nicehap

Oh my gosh! This is like my first post of this month! LOLS.
Anyway, didn't update this blog these passed few days cause i'm pretty much busy. Especially with the Course Interviews and such. But the good thing is that i've made it to my first choice and tomorrow will be the course registration. Though there's so much forms to fill in, i'm pretty much looking forward for this course.
So then, did celebrate my New Year at home. Yeah, i'm pretty tired cause earlier on that day, went out with Phoebe Lum for the CSI exhibition which were held at Science Center. So, we're like becoming detectives only for that day and it was pretty interesting. Solving cases one at a time and getting a diploma, whoa, it's pretty cool. Then, after that have lunch at IMM and went to school to accompany Phoebe to bought her school books, however the school closed on that day. So, instead, we went and get ourselves a sweet treat before we went back home.

Right then, that's all for now,
Need to go and see the Doctor.

Brand new day

2010-12-31T17:31:00.002+08:00

via @ iheartquotesle

Whoa, time really flies and i'm still able to remember my days when i first stepped into this school. Yeah, lots of wacky and crazy things had happen and till now, i just can't seem to forget them. Though there were some dark times that i had to faced alone, i've managed to overthrew them and right now, i'd just can't stop laughing about how stupid and reckless i am in the past. Also, not to forget, during my journey, i've met all kinds of people. Yeah, almost been killed by some idiotic clowns before and right now, i realized how childish they were despite of their age. Seriously.

Anyway, as time passed by, i've met such extraordinaire friends who always would be by my side and i'm glad that i've met them. Up until now, they still able to see the expressions that i've kept behind my mask. How amazing is that and who knew that most of your close good best friends would be from the same class or even CCAs as well?

And right now, everyone has to moved on to their own separate ways. Though, honestly i can say that i didn't make it to sec 5, i'm still able to contact my friends no matter what. However, i need to time and give both them and myself some space as they would be taking 'O' levels soon. Also, i would be super busy with project works and such which would be give by my course. Yeah, been selected for my first choice and i'm super duper happy about it. But then, bad thing is that i have to face that the distance is pretty much further this time round. LOLS. But i'm going to make up for it.

Oh, and my new year resolution? Nothing actually. Just have to endure, persevere, work hard and be a better Daughter/Sister/Friend for it that's all. Plus, i don't really fulfilled my new year resolution. It's all out of my hands.

Laze

2010-12-14T16:10:00.000+08:00

The timing for the 'N' level results are finally out!! Ohmygoshohmygosh!!
Should i come late on that day or should i not come at all? (LOLS, that's pretty ridiculous. -.-''')
Anyway, didn't do much for these two days. Only watch tv,eat,sleep,shit,surf the net and update my twitter that's all. Plus, its hard for me to go for jogging at my area now a days cause it's raining especially in the afternoons. Well,did tried to get myself up for a morning jog but in the end, i woke up pretty late. aha!
Sounds more like a pig right? I know!!
Actually, thinking of going out and use my bro's bike to venture more around Bukit Panjang on my own but then i passed. Preferably have a bike on my own. If i were to use his bike, well..-fill in the blanks- :D

Dwindled

2010-12-11T22:59:00.001+08:00

And it just keeps on getting better and better these days. Yes, i found Hammy and Orange during the outing last Friday and all i can say its outrageous! Can't believe that we did both activities in one day and it's pretty tiring. Well actually we're supposed to take a ride @ East Coast Park but due to most of our worries regarding the weather on that day, we went to catch The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Dawn of Voyage Treader @ Cathay cineplex. (It's not cinelesuire)
Well, the movie weren't that pretty bad as Skandar Keynes were there! (Lols, just kidding).
Love the story, the graphics and such and it was way better than the first two parts. Yeah, the show was interesting and i love where Eustance and Ripici (or what the talking mouse name was) 's friendship getting closer and closer in the movie. :D:D
After watching the movie, went straight to East Coast Park. Did talked crap-ed with Hammy and Orange on the way there. Once we reached, rented few bicycles and began to cycle that area. Well, it doesn't last that long as we're mostly tired and i almost fell as i were cycle too fast. Well did received a few scratches on my left lower leg. So, we spent there like around 2 1/2 hours and after that take bus back to the city area.
Reached Bukit Batok around 8pm and went straight to the coffee shop to have dinner with my family. Well it's a huge bummer that the hotplate chicken rice were sold out. So instead of having that, i had Wanton Noodle for my dinner.
So, we chatted for a while before we headed home. Well, i can't believed that there were truckloads of different kind of stories i had listened on that day from the Stupid Ones to the Funny Ones and the one that cracks me up the most is the story about my brother and his friends scam experience during his Vietnam trip.

Right then, i guessed thats all for now andd next week is gonna be a pretty tensed week. With the results almost touching down on next week Friday, i'm just gonna try to stay calm and enjoy my last few days especially on my sweetest Thursday-Date! :D
And oh, before i go, i would like to send my deepest condonlences to one of my relatives whose one of their loved ones just passed away today.

Confession time

2010-12-09T23:56:00.001+08:00

I need another story,
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that i can confess
Until all my sleeves are stained red
From the truth that i've said
Come by it honestly i swear
So, tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So, i'm gonna give all my secrets away.

-Secrets by One Republic

Oh, its dissappointing alright when you need someone by your side to listen to your story and they are wasn't there for you.

Oh

2010-12-08T18:00:00.002+08:00

Lights will go on again

My fifth guitar lesson is tomorrow!! Ohmygosh! Ohmygosh!!
I have not mastered the songs chorus yet plus my strumming wasn't that good! Also, i wasn't familiarized with the notes. Got a huge confusion with the 6th string and the 5th string notes as the notes looks the same to me.(Low E,G,F and A,B,C)
Anyway, look to the bright side, i'm actually looking forward with the ECP outing with my girls. Well, only a few can make it but never mind, the plan must still goes on cause next week there will be _____________!!
Yeah, need to celebrate whenever we can before the time is up. Will be super duper busy after that. So, perhaps will put my blog into a major huge hiatus! Anyway, my tumblr is dead but i'll try to update it whenever i have time. (Didn't i tell you that i'm not an average Tumblr person??)
Right, off to my guitar practice again. Anyway, hopefully tomorrow afternoon won't be raining again. Still can't forget that i fell down outside the LRT station with my poor guitar. :(

Nonetheless

2010-12-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

Yeah, you tossed it in the trash

Everything i've done for you is nothing. You won't seem to care about it. Why should i do it again?

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Another great singer by the day. Love the live studio version. Yeah, if you're smart enough to realised this, it's my second post before i wrap my day up in the night. Well its nothing much but i just can't seem to let my problems away. Things that had happen last week were madness and it's tiring. With Hospital Duty and Guitar course to cover up the whole week is just purely madness. Did almost cried during my trip back home from my class because well, there's certain thing that had happened during the course, plus, gotten a huge scolding from my mum during a phone call with her as i didn't waited for her. It's also another long story and that is why i left early.
Anyway, currently practing "What about now (Westlife version)" with my guitar for my guitar assignment. Well, it's tough at first with the fingering, strumming, plucking and such but i've already gotten the hang of it. It's just that i need to speed up a bit thats all. Not to forget its a 6th month course too.

Grenade

2010-12-07T12:49:00.003+08:00

Would you ever do the same??

Wow, it's been ages since I've updated this blog. From leaving it open to a huge Hiatus and now, here i'm back. Well, been through a huge roller coaster ride for these passed few weeks and all i can say is that i'm just being exhausted.
EXHAUSTED FROM EVERYTHING!!
I'm sick and tired from tolerating, listening and doing things that i've just didn't expected of. Sometimes, i'd just wish that i'm totally out from this world, doing things of my own. But then, i just can't help it not resisting the harsh of this reality. Moreover, i find it really irritating when i have to repeated myself over and over again so that people would catch what am i really saying but somehow, i find myself talking to a huge wall or even my own pet cat. Plus, these days, it's hard for me to talk casually with my family as things in this family changed a lot. Bro's is in his world, almost becoming a total stranger. Mom's being tired and Huda needs to be with her. Dad's gotten lost in his way somehow as he were trying to be in the family back before he left to states for work again. Everything just has been fall back into pieces again.

Day 4

2010-11-08T12:33:00.001+08:00

For you, It's Separation, To me, It's waiting..

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Changed blogskin again!! Yeah, currently i have nothing better to do. (Just kidding)
And yeah, my tagboard has officially flew back from T.O.K.Y.O so yeah, it looks pretty weird without it in here.
Right then, let's move on.
Last week, all i can say it's a crazy lazy week.
Well, i did, managed to complete off the whole series on My Girlfriend is a Gumiho, Return my library book, Get lost in Orchard Road area because of the Anime & Manga Exhibition, Shopping, Ate at a Korean famous Chicken Restraunt (Fyi it's Halal), Cam-whore with my siblings (did use my baby sister as a personal dumb-bell),Sleeping,Day-dreaming about my future music and academic success and even bought a headphone!!
But there's one thing that i didn't managed to catch,
Watched the Great Migration @ Nat Geo Channel (Starhub 457) because of my *toot**toot* brother and also Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (Anyway,nice movie though).
So this week will be much more fun because more crazy lazy outing and not to forget my guitar course.

Right then, i guess that's all for now and yeah, i'm not an average tumblr blogger. So, you may see my tumblr died easily.

Day 3

2010-11-01T11:19:00.004+08:00

You'll have to wait

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I began to pity my brother. Well, It's because i feel that he just went to the wrong school.(LOLS, just kidding)
Anyway, he's worried and he hates his school 2011 subject combination. Yeah, and i almost got the shock of my entire life when i take a look at how they planed it. Why would one class gets POA and the other Art,DnT, FnN and CPA. Plus, why would the whole class of N1 get Geography Elective and the whole class of N2 get History Elective? It's ridiculously not fair at all!! And yes, currently my brother is facing a huge stress right now as he wants both POA and History Elective which i hope that he would be getting both of them. Anyway, we'll just have to wait and see huh?

Day 2

2010-10-27T17:29:00.005+08:00

Do you remember those times we had??

I missed my girls so much.-sigh-
I wonder how are they doing well right now? I hope they're fine.
Anyway, kept on replaying the song 涙の後悔 (Namida no regret) by SCANDAL. Began to fall in love with this band few hours ago. All i can say is that, they're pretty good and i respect them lots. Not because they are an all girl group and they are Japanese, it's just that their songs were just WHOA..
Awww..Speaking of Japanese, i wanted to go to Japan Creative Centre so badly!! Yeah, currently they are holding Manga and Anime exhibition at there till 12 nov and i wanted to see how other people drew them. Yeah, i lost touch on how to draw a manga character way back ago. D:
Right then, i guess i know who's the right person to go with!! But then, i would be much more fun if i go with my girls..-sigh-

Day 1

2010-10-25T10:47:00.001+08:00

There's no words that could explain except feeling happy about myself.

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Finally, enrolled myself to a guitar course!! I just can't wait for the lesson to begin!:D

It goes like this #2.2

2010-10-22T21:06:00.001+08:00

Yeah, this is the second post of the day. Anyway, just returned home from jogging. Notice from the FB photos that i have seriously put on so much weight! This is very disturbing!! (Look to the bright side, i really enjoyed my days!! :D)So then, my outing with Qinying didn't go that well because most of the job that they needed are mostly adults not students. (I thought we're also part of an adult!!)
Anyway, did changed of plan and soon will be going to the guitar course. Plus, i think i agreed with my mom and dad saying that they declined me to get a job but then, it would be a huge torture to stay at home for one whole day.
So, after going to WM, went to Lot 1 to play arcade and also did some window shopping. Well, did play at arcade like mad just to get enough game tickets for the four chocolates. Ended up, taking dark chocolate and something else. Though, it sounds nice, but i think i would passed to my younger brother and my mom instead of me eating. (Huda on the other hand is too young plus her teeth hasn't developed yet.) Plus, not only the tickets, but then played 'silent hill' with Qinying was a blast as well. Yeah, wasted almost few bucks just to get my character alive and the ghost were pretty scary which makes me to shake up a little. LOLS.

Right then, that's all for now. Gosh, my cheeks were still red after jogging.

It goes like this #2

2010-10-22T10:09:00.004+08:00

Making such fair and wise decisions is important when you're caught in between

It's been awhile since the last update. Been 'busy' for the previous week. Yeah, been gone with the wind for awhile and i really enjoyed that much.(Yeah, sleeping at 2 am and walk at the park at around 3 am to catch the sunrise where everyone is asleep. :D). Anyway, changed my blogskin again and will be editing it few bits and pieces later after meeting out with Qinying to find part time job to fill in my days. Actually, been in a huge dilemma but then, after sorting out the advantages and disadvantages regarding whether need to have a part-time job or not, i have finally made my decision. Perhaps i might be killing two birds with one stone for the whole two months and my mom might thought that i'm crazy but hey, i also wouldn't want to leave my guitar becoming as a mummified exhibition in my room.I'm not finding a job anymore!!!

Right then, i need to go for now. It's a good thing i met Qinying at BPP which is nearby to my home.
LOLS!!

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I'm happy

2010-10-15T18:59:00.002+08:00

Just came back home from the city. Yes, brought something for someone and i just can't believe that i went to the official CD shop today!! Also, went to Robinsons to accompany Phoebe to find her office jacket with Qiao Bing and Pauline. Funny thing is that perhaps maybe Phoebe and I are just fated to meet each other. It seems that my mom knew her aunt because both of them are working under the same company but different divisions. LOL!!
Anyway, currently counting down the days to the very big day!
I can't wait to surprise and sabo someone that day!
Woohoo!! :D:D

Fyi, can't get enough over this song! Junho and Taecyeon just make me smile whenever i'm watching this video!

It goes like this; #1

2010-10-12T09:32:00.005+08:00

It's a good thing that i still have my patience all build up.

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Yeah, yesterday night was a disaster. Mom called me to pick her up and didn't told me where to meet. So, being as a smart ass, waited for her at outside the LRT station and few minutes later, got a call and a good scolding from her and she said that she's waiting for me at outside Mcdonalds.
Again, few minutes later, she told me what had happened during her meeting and she's not really happy with her senior.
-sigh-

So, we talked with each other all the way back home and after that, she began to feel much more better by talking her problems out. If not, then, it will be a huge disaster and who knows, the next victim would be my younger brother?

Follow your soul

2010-10-11T09:55:00.004+08:00

Aren't i a crazy person? Kept on changing blogskins like nobody's business and ended up, using the same old blogskin. Lols. Yeah, this could shows that i'm bored right here.

counting down the days from the first time i met you

smile! It's your day!!

2010-10-09T19:06:00.001+08:00

Well, I have nothing to update this blog except this;

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU PHOEBE LUM!!

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I'm glad to have you as part of one my special friends. Do enjoy this very special day alright?!
No more emo-ing hor!!
P.s I am not weird just because i ate pickles and i am not a rich brat!! -.-'''

I did wrong

2010-10-07T19:14:00.007+08:00

I kept thinking over and over again...

Well, Exams are finally over huh? Finally can take the official leave from studying, gaining a huge total mass of freedom and do the things that you want to do during those two months.
Anyway, i just regained conscious from a huge depressed momentum right after taking the Geography paper. I don't know why but i felt like i'm very disappointed with myself. Though, it's the right time to celebrate this festive occasion but somehow, i feel like i'm disappointing those who helped me with my studies a lot.
Yeah, I know, what's done is been done and i guess you just have to slipped it off away from your mind huh??
Anyway, got this feeling of expecting myself not going to 5N next year.

Right then, let's move on..
So then, what activities should i start doing for my holidays.
Well, it's impossible to have a huge plan to travel to some other country during these two months. Not only that the results will be released somewhere during mid-December but then, Huda is few months old and Mom told us that we can't go travel until she's around one year old.
Such a bummer huh??

Anyway, thinking of doing a part-time job but then, judging by my dad, he would totally disagree about it.
So then, need to think of doing something useful instead of finding a job. But then, i would be able to have a part-time job but i have to do it discreetly behind his back which i find it, making him to lose a huge trust on me. Moreover, not to forget that i'm the eldest in this family. So yeah, it sucks period.

Right then, I guess, i shall continue doing soul-searching.
Talking about 'N' level is just gonna tears me up.
Anyway, i'm not gonna broke with what i swore with myself about until the release of the results.
Yeah, I have to hold back my tears up.
Though it's gonna be hurtful but i have to look more on the positive side.
Or perhaps, i'm just gonna be myself..(Yeah..)

And oh, before i left,
I just found this video and i didn't realized that there is a 2nd part of this video.
Do enjoy..

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2010-10-06T11:41:00.005+08:00

Here's the update for both days. Anyway, no comments for Maths paper 1. Just utterly speechless.

Monday;
Lost my Entry proof right after Chemistry paper. (Didn't know where the wind blew)
Went and find Mdm Mastuty to print it out.
Tuesday:
Didn't sleep for the whole night because of art. Drawing sucks, didn't know what the hell am i drawing about.
Went to school in the morning for Art Paper.
Laugh my lungs out during Art because Syukri broke the Punch Holder.
After Art, studied Maths.
However, talk about Kpop boys esp.SHINee's new song "Hello" instead of studying. (Got studied a little bit)
Then, my Entry Proof flew back to me. (Thanks Shani!! Finally able to use the blue paper)
Exactly at 2.pm, Maths paper 1 start.
At 2.45p.m Fell Asleep
At 3.pm, woke up.
At 4.pm, Maths Paper 1 end.
(Pathetically, i only left 1 hour to complete the paper.)
Ate ice-cream w 할머니,Phoebe.L and Shaf to cheer ourselves up. :D
Accompany Phoebe.L to bus stop and went home w 할머니
Reach home, study maths and sleep early.

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Yeah, that's most of it. Anyway, i just realised that i forgot to return the school library book. xD

Only You

2010-09-30T19:41:00.000+08:00

www.http://thetoycamerashop.blogspot.com/2010/02/holga-gtlr.html

You are so mesmerizing.
Oh, how i wish you could be mine..:D

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2010-09-27T18:45:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously gonna lose my mind.

I don't even think that one week of study leave is really that enough especially for a student like me.
Art paper 2 is yet to be completed and there are still left over subjects that are really need to be study and consulted with.
How?? Tell me how??

It's almost halfway there..

2010-09-20T21:45:00.001+08:00

I remember sitting down at the corner of the room, giving up and predicting what would happen to my life after this.

What should i just do? Suddenly, I feel like, i'm an idiot.

Touched

2010-09-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

당신과 함께 채팅 내 일 좀 밝아

Had a lovely chat with my mom the other day and i loved it a lot.
(Thanks for your thoughts,suggestions,guidance and ideas mom! Now i finally know what to do for my Art Paper 2)
Anyway, there's a lot of up-coming events right after N level including Prom Night.
Well, gotta say that it sounds fun but then won't be going for it because it's too expensive.

Also, i did planned some activities to entertain myself, starting with enrolling myself in a Guitar Course.
(Rich kid know it's limit okay Bestfriend!!:D)

Other than that, i'm finally going out with my ex-classmates for Hari Raya tomorrow!!
It's been like three years ever since i stepped into 1T1.
Kinda miss them lots so yup, tomorrow is going to be like a reunion for us and it's gonna be a blast even though i'm having a slight cough and flu since yesterday.
Hopefully, I won't be easily fall sick because i wouldn't want to missed this reunion.

Right then, that's all for now,
Well, i better start doing the paper two, before time is running out.

Signing off,

Latifah

Ever since that day, i can't stop thinking about you.

Papa don't preach

2010-09-11T11:14:00.004+08:00

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Currently having a short break from studying and since it's festive season, why not?
Anyway, gonna keep an advice which gave from my uncle in my mind because i find it better than the money collection (That didn't means that i hate it!! ._.''')

signing off,
Latifah

Take one

2010-09-05T13:37:00.006+08:00

Superman just sms-ed me to take action before i begin to regret.

He said to me;

It's just another day fighting against Lex Luthor again.

꺼져 줄게 잘 살아

2010-09-01T07:34:00.005+08:00

You had taught me something that i have long been forgotten;

Things that had happened could have never been changed.

박수

2010-08-20T18:21:00.003+08:00

때 나는 구름에있어 당신처럼 나도 기분이 보여

I can't believe that they are here right now!! My goodness me!!
Anyway, even if i'm going to see them, i would still need to interrogate with both of my parents and it would takes like few days or weeks to get their confirmation answer (Yeah, it's the same thing for My Chemical Romance and Fall Out Boy concert 2-3 years ago) and also, 'N' level is like two more weeks or so, i need more time study instead of going out now and then.

Anyway, currently addicted to this song!!

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I will forget you..

What if..

2010-08-06T16:25:00.003+08:00

Currently taking a break from studying. Can't help it when my right eye kept on twitching.

Sweet holiday

2010-08-03T21:14:00.001+08:00

I'm happy because i met you.
I'm dreaming because i met you.
I'm laughing because i met you.♥

Shall not continue blogging,facebook & twitter from tomorrow onwards.
It's time to get serious in order for things to be done well. :D:D
So! Will be continuing updating this blog right back right after the "N" levels.

Au Revoi'r!!
Latifah

P.s I'm still confused about the YOG event which would be held in school.-.-'''

Crazy

2010-07-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

Everything isn't going smooth sailing huh? With tons and tons of revisions to practice ourselves for up-coming prelimary exams isn't really working out for me. Though, there are some minor setbacks which i'm currently facing through, at least i did tried my best to complete it. Even if, i can't help myself to think back what had happened during the Malay Oral yesterday.

Yes, i admit that the question for the conversation part was easy and boring because it was about the activities that we usually spent time with our family. But somehow, i just can't put the words into right sentence or even translate them that well. (Well, that sucks alright)

Anyway, let's move on..

Lessons were as usual and my clumsy self accidentally left my water bottle in the mother tongue room again. Nothing strange happen except that i felt irritated by someone somehow and i find that Geography SCT was the best. Eventhough, the lesson starts at 2.30, i had a great time by re-freshing my memory on which topic are needed to be studied and also Mr Liu's phone rang that loud in the library during that time..LOLS!!

Rushed to the art room after Geography sct to check out whether everything was okay. Felt super duper happy when Sayang told me that she bought for me Double-chocolate frappe.(Y) Drank till it's finish within few minutes and after that, Sayang said

"Never ever gave Latifah Double-chocolate frappe. If you do, bear with the double consequences!!"

LOLS!!

Right then, that's all for now!!,
Signing off,
Latifah

Rain

2010-07-29T00:35:00.001+08:00

Well it may sounds crazy but it's true..

My penpal finally replied me back which we almost lost touched with each other for almost 3 years!!

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When will it just stops between both of us? When?

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2010-07-25T16:01:00.006+08:00

"It's a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you now"

Shut the door

2010-07-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

Everything happens for a reason

I don't know whether i'm supposed to be pissed, happy, sad or even neutral right now and boy, i gotta say that being the eldest of my family is really the best work in my entire life.
The reason is basically simple;

Mom and Dad will still target you no matter whether you are right or wrong.

And, in my opinion, it truly sucks period. Even if the position of being the eldest is amazing, the job of protecting, advising, helping, studying, cleaning and so on is really tiring for 1 person to do the job by itself. Not to forget, asking easy and simple questions to the young ones, would even receieved the most 'generous' replies from them. Also, even if we have something to talk about, we would always be getting interuppted or worst come to worse, our topic would suddenly changed into another topic which we would be neglected.

I'm guessing that sometimes, we're noticed and sometimes, not huh?

Sometimes, i even wonder on what ways that could prevent for things to happen like this again.
And the most likely ways which always appeared in my mind is;

1) For the younger siblings; Don't shout at us, we're not deaf or even dead
2) Don't pressurize and blame us so much. It's just that you're not observant enough
3) Play fair on each other (Listen on each other views and don't be single sided, if you are, must be reasonable enough on why you're doing this so)
4) Must be judgemental at all times
5) Be Understandable
and so on which i need to take such a long time to think about.

However, none of these things would even came true. I guess, we're just fated to be the eldest and that's how the way life goes huh?

Right then, that's all for today,
Tomorrow's gonna be such another enjoying day for us.
Signing off,
Latifah

당신에게주지 않을거야

2010-07-16T21:13:00.002+08:00

Feel kind of mixed for this whole week.
Some people say, that i'm feeling black, some will say i'm feeling blue and some will say some other colours.
Well, i kind of think that i'm suddenly becoming a rainbow for those reasons but then, i'm alright. It's just that i'm guessing i'm just having lack of sleep and not to forget that i'm thinking hard on what's gonna happen on both before and after my 'N'. So it's very stressful and tiring. (If you know what i mean..)

Anyway, i'm grateful that going to school really helps me to cheer myself up.Being part-time childish kid playing those childish games with my girls and listen those lame crack up jokes during class really helps my day goes better. It's crazy in that wide wide world.

Right then, let's talk about today..

Well, actually nothing happened that much except best friend keeps on throwing that recycled paper ball to me, Phoebe, Pauline and Gowri during english class. The expression that Mrs Ng gave was truly priceless as she was wondering what the hell we were doing.Then, during Malay, practice speaking Malay for up-coming Malay oral in Bahasa Baku. Spend for 15 minutes talking and after that while waiting for the bell to rang, we speak with funny accent to answer the question which were given by Mdm Mastuty. (ahaha, macam tak ada kerja lain je..:))

Chemistry lesson was still the same. Feel very sleepy at first however, was feeling wide awake due to suffering a terrible stomach ache. Stayed back after stand by class for geography extra lesson and after that went to SJAB room to hand in the Walk-a-thon money.Well, i guess i still need to collect more money huh??

Walked to the bus stop with Shaf, Nad and Hanna. Talked cock with them before boarding up the bus. Anyway, loved the journey back home. It's like a reflecting space for me to reflect what have i done during the day. Though i hate peak hours, i loved seeing the sunset especially reflecting at the railways. That's why, i kept on getting calls from my mom asking where am i and why am i late.

Right then, i guess i gotta stop here from now.
Anyway, here are the tag replies; Do read them carefully especially on the dates!!

Nick lum: Do u understand chem equations now???
Me:Yeah, i do..Thanks alot!! :D
2010-07-14 17:59
Qinying!: hahaha, Heys,
Me:WASSUP!!
2010-07-10 21:26
x - M A Y A: Hey!
Me:Hey back to you!!:D
2010-07-10 20:48
Nick lum: Eh... Chemical equation i think i can help you... hehehe.
Me:Oh okay, sure..:D

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signing off,
Latifah
From the moment i stepped into that empty heart of yours..

내가 잘못 했어요

2010-07-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

Self-criticizing of your own artwork isn't really that easy. Need to think some demoralizing crap for your own art work and reflect on what,where and which component to improve on. Anyway, i feel that it is good to change something new for my 5th sketch instead of drawing the final artwork on A2 paper and draw it again on the canvas. Yeah, you might thought that i am crazy but then it's true though.

Well then, since yesterday wasn't a good day for everyone, i felt that today is the worse. Maths revision on Mode, Mean and Median was a killer and i felt mad to my teacher for nothing.Anyway, it's my fault for not telling her to slow down from where she'd started. Not only that, stayed back after school for Art and felt super stress for drawing a portrait on someone. Lastly, the photo shop which located outside school were temporarily out of service due to the spoiled machinery and the lady told me to came back to the shop at 7.pm in which by that time, i would be reaching Bukit Panjang LRT Station by then.

However, the grass is always greener on the other side right? Due to the cute performance on Bully Free Week presentation and also the lame joke and cheering by my girls, i managed to crack myself up for awhile before the darkness strikes back. Also, told myself that there's always be time to develop my photos at the same photo shop.

Right then, i gotta go for now.
I can't believe that i missed catching Beast @ Entertainment on 5, 2 AM on Sheng Shiong Show and also the latest drama, Bread,Love,Dreams on KBS world. Well, i do deserve it for now recording it right?
Anyway, did plan on myself to go to S.Korea to catch them myself instead watching on National Television. :D

Signing off,
Latifah

I have suddenly turned onto a monster. I felt so sorry on whomever i'm mad with. Oh just damn it.

Oh my...

2010-07-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

It's 11:08 now and i'm counting down another 52 minutes before it's 12 midnight.
Darn it, why must the day passed by so quickly?
I can't believe that English 'N' level oral is over and currently coming up is Mother Tongue oral.
Oh..And i still don't understand a single bit on Chemical Equation for Chemistry since last year..
Damn it..Just damn it..

Latifah

Huh?

2010-07-04T16:50:00.000+08:00

Feeling kind of sick these passed few days. Managed to visit the doc before the fever gets worse. Anyway, 37.7 degrees weren't that bad. Just sleep till the next day and the temperature would decrease by then.
However, didn't managed to go to the clinic that i usually go to due to raining cats and dogs around the neighbourhood area, so instead, went to the clinic that is nearby to my house. Kind of old school however, i'm desperate of getting the medicine. After that, spend the last remains of my energy shopping at Causeway point when i'm supposed to take a rest at home.

POP on last Friday wasn't that bad except for the waiting hours. Mostly, we cam-whore while waiting for them to let us in. Anyway, i'm amused by the entrance that they created for us. Candle-lit pathway for us to walk into the room. (Feeling so whoa!!) Then, feeling touched by Genevieve's speech. Funny and sad. Did shed some tears and after the ceremony, took photos and after that went home.

AND!!!!

Today is Mom's birthday and i have not bought her a present yet. Planned to bought it for her since tomorrow will be going out with my girls for study group. Gee, i wonder how many presents for her i have bought for her. I guess it's countless. Anyway, currently have second thought for it. Should i don't buy it for her? Should i? Well, that's such a dumb question right? Anyway, i guess i'm not buying it for her then and i know what's the perfect present for her cause it's money saving and also it came from the bottom of my heart. :D:D:D:D:D

Right then, that's all for now!!
Finally, i have found the song what i have wanted! Finally!

signing off,
Latifah

Dear Mama;
There's only 3 words for your birthday present.
I LOVE YOU!!:D:D

Pictures of you..

2010-06-28T17:04:00.001+08:00

TAG REPLIES;

2010-06-25 21:45
HAFIZAH C:: hehehe ok thanks
Latifah YOUR WELCOME!!

2010-06-25 21:03
HAFIZAH C:: HEY, relink me ok? LOOveee yAWWW !
Latifah Will RELINK ya soon..Love you too!!

2010-06-24 22:22
Qinying: HIHIHI!
Latifah LOLS!!HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI!!

2010-06-21 00:38
Sherlyn: Yea, nice blogskin! Love the colours! (: See ya tmr!
Latifah Yup, c'ya tomorrow too and THANKS by the way!

First day of school wasn't that bad. I'm just feeling super happy for it especially out of no reasons!! (crazy person already..)
Tomorrow will be spending my time one whole day at school. Physics contact time is @ 3.30 pm and need to wait for around 2 hours to go into the class. Furthermore, Art and Geography is tomorrow and i have yet to complete it. Well, what to say, i do deserve it for procrastinating it in a bad way huh?? -sigh-

Right then, gotta go for now,
signing off,

Latifah

Why? Why can't i just be different than the others? Is it really necessary to follow like you?

F.Y.I Bother on your own life, not mine cause, you're not me and i'm not you

Despite that we belonged to same blood..

You

2010-06-25T18:16:00.001+08:00

넌 너무 완벽해 수 있습니다

Such a tiring week!! Day one and Day 2 went to SAF Yacht Club for Kayaking course and i enjoyed it though i hate capsizing. Also didn't expect that the volume of the kayak on the water would be so heavy!!
Currently suffering from minor aches and also i have a big big big big bruise on my left calf..

Other than that, went and have dinner with family at Sakura, a day after the kayaking course,.
Didn't ate that much that day cause didn't have that much appetite. So only manage to get a few food to fully utilized my stomach.

AND FOR TODAY!!!:D

Went back to school for SJAB Day rehearsal and right now, finally taken the advantage to use the computer from my younger bro! :D. Anyway, school's starting next week and i have not yet complete my homework. I did have trouble on Physics,Geography and some questions on Chemistry. For English, i'm just being lazy to do the FOG from page 1 to 77 and Art on the other hand, i only left with developments, so it's just took few minutes for me to complete the whole coursework on Art.

Right then, that's all for now,
signing off,
Latifah
왜?? 왜냐하면 나는 다른 사람과는 다른거야 ..

안녕! 안녕! 여러분!

2010-06-18T19:26:00.000+08:00

다시 일에 가고 싶어난 꿈에서도 손 때 개최

Changed new blogskin today! Yeah, looks nicer,cleaner and also smarter! :D
Anyway, went out with my Papaya girls @ Bugis and Causeway yesterday and i enjoyed it very much.
Well, did watched The A.Team with them despite that the seats for the Karate Kid were almost sold out. However, planned to watch with bro next week. (Hopefully he could go with me..)
Other than that, Kayaking with my SJAB darlings and SJAB Day rehearsal were next week and i just can't wait for it!!(Yeah, the war ain't over Delcynia!!)

Right then, gotta go for now,
Home alone and i'm so not enjoying it!!
Latifah

Check Yes, Juilet

2010-06-14T15:18:00.000+08:00

Missed the old days..

Didn't have any good enough sleep even though my nightmares are over. Kept dreaming of more nightmares these passed dew nights and this time it's scarier, weirder and also, much more funnier!!
There's one time that i dreamt of my prince charming (*ahem..ahem) saving me from those soul-less bodies and unfortunately, he turned into one of them as well. (Remind me of MJ's thriller video!!LOLS!!)
Then there's this other time, where i walked happily in -i-don't-know-where-the-place-is-and in the end, fell into a huge pit hole which is filled with maths equations and also dancing chimpanzees.

It's weird huh? Anyway, it is a good thing that there are huge differences between virtual and reality. Sometimes, I'm just glad that i lived in reality and sometimes i don't.

~Right then, let's move on!!

All day outing with my papaya girls will commence within 3 more days! How exciting is that?
Yeah, it's gonna be splendid and it's also for our good cause before our brains exploded into million pieces. Though, there's homework, i think, it is time for us to have a big break. Well, just maybe.
Anyway, hopefully the weather is perfect that day cause i don't want to bring my umbrella!!! (zzzzzzzzzz...)

Right then, that's all for now,
Signing off,

Latifah

P.S Phoebe told me that leaving my signature at the end of every post is like writing a letter and she likes it!! LOLS

날 귀찮게 하지마

2010-06-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

I'm just gonna sit over the fence

Nothing seems right these passed few days.
Busy and Hectic as well.
Anyway, can't wait for this to end..

Love like oxygen

2010-06-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

It is good to feel stress rather than be dead

Well, that's what i heard someone said this quote during the art class. Anyway, it's been long time since i have updated this blog.Well, I am so sorry for not updating it as i am very busy trying to finish the 'N' level Art coursework for these two weeks. It's crazy right? I know!!
Due to that, i kept on coming to class late not only i lived at the out stretch of Bukit Panjang (sorry, i forgot to tell you guys that i moved :)) but i kept on waking up late because i was having such sleepness night just to think which color combination, toner value and lightning effect for that final artwork of mine! Not only that, i kept on skipping my meals everyday esp. breakfast and lunch just to rush myself to school and complete the final piece.

However, it is a good thing that after these two weeks of intensive Art classes, i would be finally able to refresh my Kayaking skills with my SJAB darlings on the 21st and 22nd even though i'm such a worse swimmer. As i could recalled in OBS, well, err.. I forgot and there are such things which i should not explain to you guys and girls. Only, those in OBS knew about it.. LOLS!!

Right then, that's all for now.
Gonna take that hot bath and after that 'try' to complete my sketches and watch Cinderella Stepsister on KBS world!! :D
signing off,
Latifah

Navy Open House 2010!!:D

2010-05-20T17:20:00.000+08:00

Never cease to amaze me even though it seems pretty bored..
Enjoyed the visit till the end however one idiot go and 'POP' my balloon while waiting for bus backed to school from there.. :(

Right then, gotta go for now!! :D

넌 어디에 있었지?

2010-05-14T18:28:00.000+08:00

I'm not gonna be fooled by you anymore...

I will hate this day..

I will as always ...

Fcuk!!

Pretend

2010-05-12T13:08:00.000+08:00

It is finalllyyy Ovvveeerrrr!!!:D

& 'N' level is in..
Well, not really that in. Need to complete my art coursework before June Holidays.
Anyway, no school for Today, Tomorrow, Friday and Monday!! :D
However, will be going back on Thursday & Friday due to CCA matters and also will be taking Mugshot photo on that day as well.
So yeah, my money will be gone baby gone..

Anyway, look to the bright side, there still savings in the bank and i presume that the amount would be enough to buy Polaroid camera and shopping as well!!

Oasis

2010-05-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

Just one more paper and perhaps everything's gonna be fine.

You're going to leave us soon again and meet us back 3 months later.

I regretted of saying those words to you and her..

I realised that we're fighting over just for nothing.

Even though the problem has already been settled, i still couldn't get over it.

I'm not the perfect person you want me to be.

I didn't even realised ,myself that i have split personalities.

Right now, i don't even know who i even were.

Sudden

2010-04-18T17:53:00.000+08:00

There's only one question that i owed my dad to answer

What is going on in your mind??

Exams is just 1 more week to go.Won't be updating this blog after MYE..

;)

2010-04-02T18:26:00.000+08:00

I have to find my story...

Dai Wo Zou..

2010-03-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't know what to begin typing out new post now a days even though there are tons of things which i could express it here but sadly, i have no idea on how to begin with. Well, perhaps after reading my introduction i believe that this is the best intro for ONLY THIS post ever! LOLS...

Anyway, today seems to be alright except that there were two free periods during the end of the day. Stayed back in school till around 5 p.m plus with Hanna to study @ the student plaza. Did some of the work, played with the latex glove that i had stealed from the Maths room earlier on and talked with each other on our personal problems. Didn't really expect that there would be so many tasks to do despite that i'm being the oldest in the family, i have to took care of everything especially for welfare part. To tell you the truth, i finally understood the memoirs of a middle child and seriously, i can't stand the way they had been treated. It truly sucks to the core and i really didn't want any feuds in my family especially between my dad and my younger brother. Can't believe that my dad still could called my younger brother Nabei Chibai.. Arrggghhh!!!

However, i still can't blame on both parties. A job being as a dad is really tiring though and a job as a son or a brother is still not that tiring at all. I knew that this time is a time where my brother would become the second eldest in the family and also it is a test whether he could really be mentally prepared to be mature and teach the youngest ones in discipline other than my dad. But sometimes, the way that my dad treats my younger brother is really too much.

I still remember the promise that my mom told me before she gave birth to my younger sister.

"After i gave birth,I promised that I would treat all of you guys equally, nothing more, nothing less.."

I hope that she really would fulfill that promise. Whereas for my dad, he would just kept quiet without saying any promise to us before she was born. I don't know whether in the back of his mind he would said the same thing with what my mom had said or not but still I hope he would do the same thing as well.

Right then, i believe that's all i have to post for today..
Anyway, before i left, Hanna asked such a weird question to me today.
'What's your ideal type of guy??'
And unfortunately, i answered to that question and the funny thing is that she told me that i'm being matured for answering her question.. LOLS!!

signing off,
Latifah

Black Keys

2010-03-25T18:32:00.000+08:00

Every time when i typed onto this space..I kept on backspacing it..
Unfortunately, there are no words to say about today.
Felt regretting about what had happened earlier on even though the matters didn't really matter to me at all.
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Signing off,
Latifah

Zero start

2010-03-19T12:07:00.000+08:00

I finally realised that i have gain few pounds right after my SJ camp. Oh, this sucks.
From 58 kg right now i could estimated how many fats were added up to equalised the equation of my weight. Damn it!
Anyway, school's next week and i didn't completed my English TYS. I don't know whether i should panic or not but then i didn't want to get influenced from the class or my peers.
(FTW, that's another step to being an independent person)
-sigh-
I seriously don't know what to do. I even didn't start on following any steps on becoming an independent person yet. I can't called myself 'Lazy' as it would make me lack of self-esteem and motivation.
Oh dear, what to do..

Shall i or shall not

2010-03-17T10:59:00.000+08:00

This year is not a year where i could play games with myself too much. After looking at my report card, i asked myself whether am i could survive the 'N' level and continue taking 'O' level next year and seriously, I even doubt myself that i could. With 3 grade fives, one grade one and two u-graded which were stated on my report card, how am i suppose to improve myself even though the journey is still long for me and also the 'Big Thing' is still few months away.

I did asked my dad and he told me that the way i explain to him is like as if i'm giving up on my studies. Soon without hesitating himself, he began to lecture me about the working life and how he upgrade himself by attending courses just to take a perfect job for him to support my family. Well, that did come with true senses but then, i still don't know how to explain to him on what i really need of help. In the back of my mind, I knew that he willing to pay for my tuition expenses so that i could do well and get a good job in life. However, is that still going to help me solve my daily routine problems on friends and also my CCA?

This truly sucks to the core especially the journey to become an independent girl is quite tough though. I also wonder who creates an perfect scientific term which it is called 'stress'. Anyway, like what most elders would said,

You are still young, the journey is still long way to go

Or even,

Don't be a stubborn kid, just listen to our advice as you don't understand what kinship is. It'll help you someday

Perhaps it would help me someday. Just perhaps. Anyway, currently listening to k-pop songs as most of them would help me sooth my mind a little bit.
Right then,
signing off for now,
Latifah

Certainties

2010-03-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

There's tons of certainties that i have finally learnt about my life for these passed few weeks and months and being as a sixteen year old girl isn't really easy even though you have to endure for your own life and your studies as well.

Basically, what do i meant is that everyone have changed every single minute per day especially for your loved ones. However, right now, those people whom i have known them in my secondary school life have changed and i seriously don't know what had exactly happen to them. Argument and tensions are getting stronger each day and suddenly, me,myself would appear in a huge invisible world. Not only that but then, when i re-appear into the reality check, people suddenly asks me such a bloody stupid question which creates them to waste their breath.

Also, as a part of a huge friend, jealousy is a natural thing when people came and took your things away when they are given a chance. Sometimes, they just abuse it and pretend that nothing exactly happen. Been that,done that previously and i really don't want to go back there again. Did finally realised how would others felt about being in that situation however, sometimes you even didn't realised that you,yourself are being too pampered about wanting the things to get in your way.

I seriously wonder why in such a huge world would this thing happens to me? Perhaps it is such a coincidence or maybe it just have to happen in such fate?

I don't know and don't care about this thing anymore. I believe that i am matured enough to be independent about the things which i am currently going through. Also, i have to put a trust onto my parents as i know that they have been through in this situation as a teenager before. Lastly, did taken aback an advice from my teacher and my friend that cutting my wrist isn't going to help me to solve my problem. It's just to reflect and remind you the incident over and over again until perhaps you have become old in the future.

Right then, got to go for now.
Signing off,
Latifah

:D

2010-03-10T19:05:00.000+08:00

Hey there, sorry for sudden changes in blog links and also the website. Yeah, i totally miss updating my blog under this site. Anyway, won't be deleting my other blog so yup, do feel free to roam around and read all of my previous posts. It's not that i want to abandoned my other blog but then, sad to say there's nothing interesting to see about and also the themes were likely not that much of variety to choose. *oops!!

Anyway, sorry again for not updating my blog for these passed few days due to my very tight schedule. Well, for my birthday surprise, i didn't really expect that everyone would celebrate together with me and also i really enjoyed spending my birthday with my classmates especially did received the best birthday present ever and just being honest, I really appreciate what everyone had prepare for the surprise. Not forgetting those who send me birthday wishes via Facebook and also SMSes. So, Thank You Everyone For Celebrating Together With Me!!

SLBcamp was a huge blast as well. Some of the campers also wish me a Happy Birthday. Did spent great time with Group 8 or it was known as PINK PANTHERS!! For cluedo was very tiring. Finally i understands how celebrities felt for acting.

After the camp, didn't went to school on the next day. Spent one whole day at KKH in await for *ahem..ahem..ahem...!!
Went home, took bus 66. The journey back to home was tiring. Almost hitted my head at one of the handle. "Smooth" ride i presume.

Lesson Learnt: Food cafeteria there sucks and need to take a cab instead of bus back home..

Right then, that's all for now,
Will be updating more soon..
Upcoming events
12/03/10 Annual Jog-a-thon 2010
12/03/10~15/03/10 March Camp
signing off,
Latifah

p.s Everyone is changing and i do feel the same